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this Silence speaks volumes...

I wish you could hear my heart's prayer

its yearning Attention

been abandoned for awhile

yea, I know... its not your Intentions

But still........

                            it hurts

why can't you understand my cries

Every bruise on my heart

produces a tear

so many to count 

and its only been a year

how much more can i take.......

how much Damage until it Breaks?

I wish i was as strong as the single me

No care.......

                             No pain

Just, Serenity.

Why cant you appreciate my Love...

or am i just asking for too much

-Denae

Cheetah Love!

Beyonce and Rihanna!

Hey Guys! 

So, lately I've been wearing and seeing a lot of print on clothes, accessories etc. and 

Honestly, I LOVE

IT! I think the print esp. the animal prints are sexy and hard at the some time. This 

style is IN and it is NOW. So, you should basically go out and pick up a

 "Cheetah-licious" outfit. lol 

Not only am I noticing this amazing trend, the celebs and many High-Fashion models 

have been seen sporting such patterns! 

   So Many people think that wearing print is TOO much or too bold for the average female but I think it brings out a sexier and rather confident woman!

And confidence goes a LONG way. Maybe even more important then looks. Recently, I went print CRAZY! lol Seeing as though, I have a spending habit and not enough money  (yet), its kind of becoming a bad habit! But whatever. The first thing I bought was some leopard print flats. I absolutely love them.. and there comfortable. Secondly, I have some cheetah print leggings from forever21, well actually the plus size section so Faith21, there gray and black... really cute. 

But haven't worn them yet. I plan to go out soon, soo maybe I'll finally get to wear it!

I have a leopard bra and pantie set from WALMART! Extra Cheap and Extra Sexy!  

Haven't worn them yet either... but thats on a different subject lol.  And also from Walmart, I bought a thin animal print belt. Cheap once again, I couldnt past it up. And lastly, my mom just bought gave me a cheetah throw and i feels amazing.. I wonder wear she got it from because its extra soft!

Now! Personally, I dont believe you need to go ALLL the way Lady GaGa ish! 

The animal print is already risque. You dont have to go over board ya know.. Just my opinion.....  But Heres a few pix of my things...Enjoy!

First Post! (All Smiles)

Why I decided to make a blog?!??

Maybe because I'm a bored college student and social sites like Facebook and Twitter... Really doesn't allow me to say all the ish I want to say... lol... Yea.

Truth is, I'd like to believe I have a great deal of information that is rather important. I know you've heard many people say that my generation is by far the worst yet. And in some respects, I agree. Through this blog I plan to change that opinion as much as I can. Not all young adults these days are throwing their futures away.. Hence, ME!. 

Unlike many of my counterparts, I have plans and goals that within the next 5 years, WILL come into reality.
Lets try to tell you a little bit more about Denae... hmmm  

At the union Writing this Post! Eating Sbarro...Good Ish!

As of this very moment, I am sitting in the Union of the University of Illinois @ Urbana-Champaign. Although I rarely, come here (because the food here is EXPENSIVE, and i have bills to pay) i thought this would be a comfortable spot to share my FIRST thoughts with YOU!
 This is my second year down in the Paign and I am loving it. I moved into my very first apartment this year.. with my ever so lovely BOYS! (Whom i absolutely adore!) lol
After I graduate I plan to continue my education at the the Rengency Beauty Institute , where I hope to obtain my esthetician license (skin care) and become a makeup artist.
I know some are thinking, how do you think you going to make ALL this money starting out... well i have plans.
After I take many classes, (London Eye Institute etc.) I plan to get a job at a department store such as Macys or Nordstroms or somewhere of that style to kind of perfect my craft. I plan to build my clientele base and hopefully, have a decent income starting out. 

Then i WILL open my own salon!! I've always enjoyed the atmosphere of women getting pampered and just being beautiful! So why not make a living surrounding it.
I will also provide my services.. who wouldnt want to get made-up right after you get your hair whipped!! PERFECT COMBO!
Im excited about my future.. and although my plans does not take off until maybe 2 years from now.. lm very confident and determined to be a SUCCESSFUL YONG BLACK WOMAN.
I have a long journey... SHARE IT WITH ME
-Denae Spearman

Until Next Time!!